Somebody Whole is about trying to heal when you don’t even know where to start. It’s about looking back at the pieces of yourself that got lost along the way and wondering if you’ll ever feel like enough. When you’ve spent your whole life believing you’re broken, how do you learn to be whole?
At its core, Somebody Whole is for anyone who’s ever felt like they were chasing something they were never taught to be. It’s raw, it’s honest, and it’s a reminder that healing isn’t about fixing yourself . . it’s about learning to love who you already are.
I just wanna go back, hold the child I used to be
The world was shaping me, but I broke so silently
I don’t know when it started, this feeling of not enough
Maybe I decided I wasn’t worth that kind of love
Every time I reach, it feels so far away (so far away)
Building up my walls, but they just fall and break
How do you fix what you can’t see?
Why does love feel out of reach for me?
I’m spinning circles, chasing dreams
Of someone I was never taught to be
Somebody, somebody whole
It wasn’t blame, but the pain hit deep inside
The world I knew just shattered overnight
I tried to hold it together, but it left a scar
Trauma doesn’t fade, it just hides in who you are
What kind of pill solves this kind of ache?
Where’s the magic wand to take it all away?
We’re thrown into life, no map, no plan
How do I heal what I don’t understand?
How do you fix what you can’t see?
Why does love feel out of reach for me?
I’m spinning circles, chasing dreams
Of someone I was never taught to be
Somebody, somebody whole
I just wanna go back, hold the child I used to be
Whisper, “You’re enough, you’re enough, you’ll see”
Take their hand, say, “It’s okay to fall apart”
You’re stronger than the doubt inside your heart